π πΌπ ππππππΌπ½ππ! πΌππΌ.
For your art thing: I just read a line by Nietzsche that fucked up my whole night-- "Convictions are more dangerous enemies of truth than lies." My thought: I've been walking with my left shoe on the right foot, and my right shoe on the left foot. this. whole. time. lmao
EVERYTHING IS MUCH WORSE THAN I IMAGINED IT WOULD BE
(γ£ββ‘β)γ£ β₯ FEELINGS OF IMPENDING DOOM β₯
THIS IS FUCKED. I'M FUCKED. AM I A SOCIOPATH I'M A FUCKING PSYCHOPATH FUCK IT SUCKS IF I WAS GOD I WOULDN'T GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE I LIVE IN A HELL THAT IS BETTER THAN I DESERVE I AM INAPPROPRIATE AND CREEPY
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO NOT BE A TERRIBLE PERSON AND I'M SORRY
THE PEOPLE YOU PROMISED YOU'D GET BETTER FOR HAVE ALREADY DIED
β_β IS MY HOUSE HAUNTED? WILL ANYONE EVER TRULY KNOW ME? AM I A NARCISSIST?
IS MY HOUSE HAUNTED? WILL ANYONE EVER TRULY KNOW ME? AM I A NARCISSIST?
βEβNβEβMβYβ βLβIβBβRβAβRβYβ βTβEβRβRβIβTβOβRβYβ
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PRETEND TO BE HUMAN ANYMORE. I AM UNSPEAKABLY HIDEOUS AND LIVE IN THE PAST.I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE ALONE BUT I AM POISON
IT CAN GET WORSE